Tonight

I wanted to scream and punch more than a few people. I am a waitress. It sucks. But I made good tips. So I have enough for a decent pair of jeans that make my bum look nice(hhhaa), a hula skirt for beach day at school, developing pictures, a glass duck, and maybe a cd or a t shirt.

Any who, I've been wondering who I was, especially since I've listened to the Matches. "Just wish I knew who we were in between." makes me think so muuuch, I almost hate it. I just can't wait till the cd comes out. I hate listening to the album and not being able to see Shawn's amazing artwork. Also I feel so bad because, even though I'm going to buy the album, I still stole from this unbelievable artists! I hope they understand that I couldn't resist...

Now, my latest dramamamama. I want to ''get rid of someone". But I don't know how to do it, or when. I'm waiting for the perfect moment to do it, but I don't think the moment will ever come to do what I want to.

I just wish I knew how to do things right, people saw me as an interesting person. My dad said I was beautiful, I believe him, but does anyone else?