nothing really i guess

for those who don't know, my mother is a bitch.
she has been nasty to my sister and i ever since we were little.
and today, she was just so mean for no reason. she made me cry.

like two minutes after returning to my room, i get a text from
tanner saying, "come to the lifehouse!"

but i said "no" for some reason.
i have been withdrawing myself from the outside world..

i think it started sunday when i had to buy a notebook for school.
now school is not for another month or so.
but i had to buy it since everyone else was buying their school
supplies and there would be no more 5 star, 5 subject, college-ruled, notebooks.
i'm sort of happy since i got a cool color.
but it was definitely the most depressing thing i've done all summer!

good will

i bought a candle that smells like a boy i am missing
and Prey by Michael Crichton! it was a good day :)

plus today i ran for 15 minutes